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A Journal about my life, loves, drama, sex, spirituality, and friends.
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Dec. 12th, 2009 @ 11:52 pm Classified Ad
Ho
Current Port: The Couch
Current Mood: amused
Current Music: Wanda Sykes
Elves needed. Long hours and cannot be allergic to reindeer. Inquire within
Dec. 11th, 2009 @ 02:08 am People who need people.......
Red hand faerie
Current Port: My couch
Current Mood: contemplative
Current Music: The heater and Andy Snoring
Now before you go off into an ecstasy of Barbara Streisand, I'll stop you and ask you to listen to.... Well, that is, read what I have to say. I need people. I am not the best at communicating with them, or dealing with them, or living with them. I do not give back to them easily, nor do I thank them, for what they have given me, enough. I often anger, frustrate and upset them, as they do me. I don't give them enough credit for being the wonderful entities that they often are.

And yet, I still need them.

Because, without them, I am not able to see any of these things. They are my mirrors, my guides, my protectors, and my teachers. My connections to them may not be strong, or lasting. But at least on a superficial level they are there.

I often question, How can anyone understand what I go through on a day to day basis? And often I find that people do, indeed, understand. And that most of the time they are thinking the same thing of me.

We are all just trying to get through this thing called life. While this chunk of dirt rock and water we call earth spins through space. All we have is each other.

And I choose to move on, and be a person who is needed by other people.

Namasté
Dec. 7th, 2009 @ 03:36 pm Walter Van Beirendonck
Signs point to woof
Current Mood: bored
The previous post had such a reaction I figured I would gove you a little background on the designer.
First, this is him:


His name is Walter Van Beirendonck you can find info on him here. And his website can be found here. He videos and pictures from Wonder Fur and many other shows (not all of them have bears in them :()
Dec. 7th, 2009 @ 12:57 am WONDERFU®
Signs point to woof
Current Mood: horny
Tags: , , , , ,
Woof I say. Woof.

Watch the interviews Here.

Then, watch the video:

The models walk entirely too fast, but I guess that's what he wanted.

Oh there is also a model fitting Here

Then, look at the pictures:














And...just for shits and giggles.





Dec. 6th, 2009 @ 11:51 pm Borrowed from [info]jpeace
Nerd
Current Mood: dorky
Tags: , ,


Made of Awesome, and strangely, hot.
Dec. 6th, 2009 @ 03:19 pm Mist and Shadow.......
Hobbit cuddle time
Current Mood: geeky
Current Music: The Edge of Night-Billy Boyd


Watching Lord Of the Rings: Return of the King today, and this is one of my favorite scenes from the movie, mostly because of cute little Pippin and his phenomenal voice.
Dec. 5th, 2009 @ 11:36 pm What do y'all think?
photoshop
Current Mood: artistic
Dec. 4th, 2009 @ 10:07 pm Read his post
Bear flag
Current Mood: enraged
Hey all,
[info]bobaloo Just wrote This post about bears and the bear community, and I think it's an important one to read. He makes alot of really good points.

AND THEN, there is an editorial in "Bear" Magazine, That effectively says this:
JABBA THE BEAR I AM NOT

How did “Bear” become synonymous with any old chubby homosexual? It was not always so. The defining days of the Bear Movement in the 1990s featured plenty of medium to large size men. XXXL was not presumed; it was the exception. The presumption of BEAR=FAT also does not reflect the reality of today’s Bear Movement – only an unfortunate gradual usurpation of the BEAR label over time in the Jungian gay collective unconscious.

However, we can’t kid ourselves any longer. The co-opting of the Bear identity is real....

Part of the cause of the lamentable pendulum swing from Bear to chub is the result of the content of our self-labeled media. Porn studios like Bear Films and CyberBears have spent years flooding the market with chub porn that seems to be allergic to Bears who are physically fit. If the medium is the message, this was a detour way off the scales.

We take a different point of view, and fortunately, the market recognizes that chubs have not completely absorbed Bears. We want Bear media to be prouder, and more masculine... in production choices for our porn lines Butch Bear®, BEAR® and Backroom Films®... we relentlessly deliver underrepresented Bear images of what we want to see: tight, hairy, thrusting meaty muscle instead of jiggly cottage cheese.

Perhaps Yoda said it best, “Size matters not.”... Like Yoda, we believe in aiming for better and not necessarily bigger. So help me Obi-Wan Jack Radcliffe and deliver fit-Bear DVDs, and BEAR® t-shirts and bumper stickers to all my Bear brothers this holiday season – and may the real Bear Force be with you always.


And the editor of Bear is telling all the young bears out there that it's not ok to be fat if you want to be a bear. (thanks to [info]mamoosh for posting that) You can now, apparently, only be a bear if you are a muscle bear. It all goes back to what I was saying in This post. And it's happening now.
Dec. 4th, 2009 @ 03:25 pm borrowed lovingly from [info]bear_left
Signs point to woof
Current Mood: amused


Now, I KNOW I am the last one to see it, but seeing as though I have been dealing with nothing but type geeks lately, I thought it was hilarious, and hot, all at the same time.
Dec. 3rd, 2009 @ 02:19 pm Why did I not know about this guy?
Signs point to woof
Current Mood: curious
Tags: , ,


Chris Burbridge from HGTV'S Design in a Dime.




I LOVE cute little designing bears!!!!




Let's just hope he's not "straight". Like Christopher Lowell. *cough*closetqueen*cough*
Dec. 1st, 2009 @ 02:47 am If you have firefox you NEED this add-on
Bear Apple
Current Mood: geeky
It's called "Check Places" it checks your bookmarks for duplicates, 404 errors and pages that don't exist any more. It's really great if you have hundreds of bookmarks (I had 655) you can download it Here Oh BTW it works for any computer with Firefox, even PC's.
Nov. 29th, 2009 @ 04:55 pm Santa is a big gay bear
Signs point to woof
Current Mood: amused
Nov. 24th, 2009 @ 08:23 pm HA!!!
Bear Apple
Current Mood: amused
Borrowed from [info]joedogboi

Nov. 23rd, 2009 @ 05:55 pm General Lee of the Now
Bitch please
Current Mood: amused
Tags: ,


Yeah, I'm sure you will be jumping over ditches soon. I was totally expecting there to be a confederate flag on the top of it, but there wasn't. There was a baby seat in the back though.
Nov. 23rd, 2009 @ 05:53 pm Joblessness
Dark and Twisty
Current Mood: aggravated
It sucks. Basically. I have been attempting to get another job here in Portland since I was let go from Apple, to no avail. It's either I don't know the right people, don't have enough qualifications, or just the job market is too competitive. I know I know, there are alot of people unemployed right now, but other people honestly don't matter to me. I am concerned with me and the fact that I NEED a fucking job. I have heard it's taking a year or more for someone to find work here in Portland, and I cannot wait that long.

I need a job. And I need one now.
Nov. 8th, 2009 @ 03:04 am This pathetic
Homo Storm
Current Mood: bored
I am up at 3Am watching Valley Of the Dolls.
Nov. 1st, 2009 @ 01:14 am Ladies and Gentlemen I give you.........
Woof Daddy
Current Mood: horny
Ryan Reynolds.













Just saw him in the "Amityville Horror"

Hotness. Wet....furry.......hotness..

Also supposedly gay.
Oct. 30th, 2009 @ 03:25 am Poetry
Thinker
Current Mood: awake
Tags: ,
Pioneers! O Pioneers!

COME my tan-faced children,
Follow well in order, get your weapons ready,
Have you your pistols? have you your sharp-edged axes?
Pioneers! O pioneers!

For we cannot tarry here,
We must march my darlings, we must bear the brunt of danger,
We the youthful sinewy races, all the rest on us depend,
Pioneers! O pioneers!

O you youths, Western youths,
So impatient, full of action, full of manly pride and friendship,
Plain I see you Western youths, see you tramping with the foremost,
Pioneers! O pioneers!

Have the elder races halted?
Do they droop and end their lesson, wearied over there beyond the
seas?
We take up the task eternal, and the burden and the lesson,
Pioneers! O pioneers!

All the past we leave behind,
We debouch upon a newer mightier world, varied world,
Fresh and strong the world we seize, world of labor and the march,
Pioneers! O pioneers!

We detachments steady throwing,
Down the edges, through the passes, up the mountains steep,
Conquering, holding, daring, venturing as we go the unknown ways,
Pioneers! O pioneers!

We primeval forests felling,
We the rivers stemming, vexing we and piercing deep the mines
within,
We the surface broad surveying, we the virgin soil upheaving,
Pioneers! O pioneers!

Colorado men are we,
From the peaks gigantic, from the great sierras and the high
plateaus,
From the mine and from the gully, from the hunting trail we come,
Pioneers! O pioneers!

From Nebraska, from Arkansas,
Central inland race are we, from Missouri, with the continental
blood intervein'd,
All the hands of comrades clasping, all the Southern, all the
Northern,
Pioneers! O pioneers!

O resistless restless race!
O beloved race in all! O my breast aches with tender love for all!
O I mourn and yet exult, I am rapt with love for all,
Pioneers! O pioneers!

Raise the mighty mother mistress,
Waving high the delicate mistress, over all the starry mistress,
(bend your heads all,)
Raise the fang'd and warlike mistress, stern, impassive, weapon'd
mistress,
Pioneers! O pioneers!

See my children, resolute children,
By those swarms upon our rear we must never yield or falter,
Ages back in ghostly millions frowning there behind us urging,
Pioneers! O pioneers!

On and on the compact ranks,
With accessions ever waiting, with the places of the dead quickly
fill'd,
Through the battle, through defeat, moving yet and never stopping,
Pioneers! O pioneers!

O to die advancing on!
Are there some of us to droop and die? has the hour come?
Then upon the march we fittest die, soon and sure the gap is fill'd.
Pioneers! O pioneers!

All the pulses of the world,
Falling in they beat for us, with the Western movement beat,
Holding single or together, steady moving to the front, all for us,
Pioneers! O pioneers!

Life's involv'd and varied pageants,
All the forms and shows, all the workmen at their work,
All the seamen and the landsmen, all the masters with their slaves,
Pioneers! O pioneers!

All the hapless silent lovers,
All the prisoners in the prisons, all the righteous and the wicked,
All the joyous, all the sorrowing, all the living, all the dying,
Pioneers! O pioneers!

I too with my soul and body,
We, a curious trio, picking, wandering on our way,
Through these shores amid the shadows, with the apparitions
pressing,
Pioneers! O pioneers!

Lo, the darting bowling orb!
Lo, the brother orbs around, all the clustering suns and planets,
All the dazzling days, all the mystic nights with dreams,
Pioneers! O pioneers!

These are of us, they are with us,
All for primal needed work, while the followers there in embryo wait
behind,
We to-day's procession heading, we the route for travel clearing,
Pioneers! O pioneers!

O you daughters of the West!
O you young and elder daughters! O you mothers and you wives!
Never must you be divided, in our ranks you move united,
Pioneers! O pioneers!

Minstrels latent on the prairies!
(Shrouded bards of other lands, you may rest, you have done your
work,)
Soon I hear you coming warbling, soon you rise and tramp amid us,
Pioneers! O pioneers!

Not for delectations sweet,
Not the cushion and the slipper, not the peaceful and the studious,
Not the riches safe and palling, not for us the tame enjoyment,
Pioneers! O pioneers!

Do the feasters gluttonous feast?
Do the corpulent sleepers sleep? have they lock'd and bolted doors?
Still be ours the diet hard, and the blanket on the ground,
Pioneers! O pioneers!

Has the night descended?
Was the road of late so toilsome? did we stop discouraged nodding
on our way?
Yet a passing hour I yield you in your tracks to pause oblivious,
Pioneers! O pioneers!

Till with sound of trumpet,
Far, far off the daybreak call-hark! how loud and clear I hear it
wind,
Swift! to the head of the army!-swift! spring to your places,
Pioneers! O pioneers!
Oct. 26th, 2009 @ 12:54 pm Borrowing the idea from [info]badrobot68
Seriously
Implementing the idea from [info]badrobot68 I'm going through and removing all the "inactive" LJ people from my friends list. I sometimes do wonder why I have so many friends but I don't see them posting or commenting. If you have been removed, and you want to be added back, please leave me a comment. If I talk to you regularly or if you post once in awhile this does not apply to you.
Oct. 22nd, 2009 @ 07:58 pm Hello????
Thinker
Current Mood: curious
Tap Tap Tap........is this thing on?